| | Well. Some stuff went down yesturday with Kat and im pretty disapointed of what she did. But she did prove something to me that really means something to me. She proved i can trust her with not cheating on me. Unless she lied about what she told me. But i dont think she did. I really want her to be all cool with her parents. Shes something special and i love her. Shes everything i ever wanted when shes happy. I was worried sick about her yesturday. I fell in love with Coheed and Cambria. GREAT BAND. I found a job. I deliver pizzas for Pizza Cucina. Great pay and Easy work. The only day i have to myself is friday this whole week. So this vacation does kinda suck. My sister hates me. But thats ok. Shes not the favorite. Shes the bitch. So i dont really give a rats ass. She told me not to eat the pizza cause she bought it. I just started laughing. I can tell I got on her nerves. She was shaking like crazy while trying to light her cancer stick. I thought it was funny. My dads not that mad about it and i think my mom got over it pretty fast. Im gonna work to show my parents I can be responcible. I wanna show them Im not as dumb and stupid as they think. I told my dad about how I got my grades all like 5 points away from passing. He was happy to hear I brought them up. I just gotta do good on my finals so Im gonna really try. I dont have a cell phone anymore till after Christmas. My plan expired yesturday. It sucks. My knuckles healed up. I punched my wall and they were bright red for like 4 days. I just got like 4 small scratches to heal up and its all good. My dad took me to the doctor. I got antibiotics for my cough. Im feeling great now. I cough only like 4 times a day now. And no more pain. WOOT WOOT. Kat made me feel better today. She promised not to get in a fight with her mom and when she came home and started bossing her around Kat actually listened and kept her voice down. I think shes gonna get alot better after last night. I talked to her dad after the tennis match. He told me all about Kat and whats going on and his point of view. I want her to get better and act better toward her parents to get some trust back if not all trust back. Especially toward her dad. He likes me. He thinks im responsible. I want to prove to him I am. I want to get all his trust, too. That way he doesnt have to worry whenever Im around Kat. I think he worries about it. I dont blame him. I wanna do all this so Kat could be happier. If she could remain happy and not so down on everything shed be a really good person. Im glad Kats dad understands why shes rebeling against Kats mom. Lol he said he is too. Once the divorce goes through I think itll be easier on everyone. I really hope it will. Her dad believes in her, she just has to show shes the person he thinks she is and is really much better of a person inside. Looks like things are gonna be really hard till the end of next month. Well, this time I think I can actually dedicate to myself and get better and more mature. And show my parents that I can be a man when I need to be. I think its about time I stop acting like an 8 year old. |
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